Soundless Chirpy Bird

I guess age is catching up on me or is it my work is too tiring or am I not resting enough?
It could be all the above.

I tend to sleep in my reclining arm chair in my living room.

Last year this time, I had an unforgettable nostalgia moment with Elmo clubbing & drinking vodka (-; Time flies ..
How are you, Elmo? Hope that you will have a great Chinese New Year with your families & loved ones this year (-;

I’m on leave today to touch up the CNY’s prep..
Countdown 4 days to CNY.. May We All Who are celebrating CHINESE NEW YEAR 2012 (Year of Dragon) look forward to our good Reunion Dinner … (-;

Good Night & Sweet Dreams to All… (-;

19 Jan 2012, 2:04 am

As I was queuing to buy 4D for my mum yesterday, I saw these words “Nostalgic Singapore” on the Feb Singapore Sweep. The words “Nostalgia Feelings” and the past memories flooded into my mind..

These words & feelings were introduced to me on 19 Jun 2011, Sat.

1. Our first meet up at BBQ chicken in Orchard cineleisure

2. The marathon movie night & our special first kiss.

3. Our 3rd Month Anniversary Elmo cake
” this is the song… Elmo song”

4. Christmas Eve Dinner

5. New Year Day 2011

6. My birthday at Ubin & clubbing night.. That morning on that deck in Ubin

7. Our first valentine day in 2011

8. Many wonderful times sharing foods in Billy bomber, Mayim, Yum Cha., chilli crab and many more

9. Many fun & tiring time shopping together like your first Zara Shirt and many others…

No one can take away all these nostalgia moments from me and they will always stay close in my heart..

Thank you Elmo for all those heart warming nostalgia moments that you had given me..

I sincerely apologize to you for not loving you well and not understanding the struggles that you were going through. Hope that you will forgive me..

I also pray that the next person who falls in love with you will be able to give you his best and understand your needs.

To be honest, I still missed you dearly.. If given another chance, I will definitely want to go back and do better this time..

Having said that I know that what were done can’t be undone. And what I can do NOW is to

Give you my blessings & always keep you in my prayer;

Overcome my weakness, live a quality life and take good care of my family & friends & help as many people as I can..

Doing charities whenever possible..

I know these are what you hope to see in me when we were together.. Even though we can’t be together anymore now… I will still remember and treasure what you had shared with me and do my best to live a happy & fulfilling life..

I also pray the same for you that you may find the purposes and directions in your life… (-;

WINNERS
Are Not Those Who
NEVER FAIL
But Those Who
NEVER QUIT
(Edwin Louis Cole)

Elmo, you are a very kind and caring person.. You deserve to have someone who can truly love you & take care of you too .. Believe in yourself that you deserve to be treated in the Best way. And I know that you will also love that person back in return in your special way.. (I had once received those from you once..)

May you have a Happy Happy 2012 Chinese New Year with Your Families & Friends..(-;

Take Good Care Yourself my Dear Friend (-:

加油 !!! 加油 !!! 加油 !!!

18 Jan 2012, 7:48 am

Last Christmas 25 Dec 2010, Sat, I had one of my most nostalgic Christmas celebrating with you over a simple nice meal at illuma after your friend’s Christmas service..

This Christmas, I’m all alone.. Feeling more lonely than last Christmas .. But I will move on with those sweet nostalgic memories that you had given me … (-;

Thank you my dearest Elmo, my dearest friend… (-:

Wish that You will be blessed with True Love, Joy, Hope & Happiness (-:

No one is PERFECT…!!!

All Humans will MAKE MISTAKES..!!

When those Mistakes had happened, try to cool down as fast as possible, look at the Goodness of that person, and accept that person goodness & badness as a Whole; Forgive him and/ or yourself and move on happily.. (-;

Sometimes, who is Right or Wrong doesn’t matter anymore, it is how the relationship/ friendship carry on from there that is the most important (-:

Elmo, hope that you will forgive me soon and that we can really be good friends once again.. (-;

I will pray for you and me and wait patiently for this day to come.. (-:

1 more day to start the new chapter of my life..

May God Bless me with the wisdom & compassion for people. And, always be mindful towards others; think through before speaking or acting.

Last but not least, humility & the ability to listen to others…

Give Thanks to the Almighty God !!! Amen !!!

Too happy to sleep… q:
3 more days to a new chapter of my life… (;
I’m so looking forward to it !!!
Give Thanks to the Almighty God for his provision !!! Amen !!!! (:

这几天真的太累了。。。
很相有做不完的事。。。
但我相信这所发生的一切事，
一定有他的理由。。。

我只需要坚持与听从他的话去做就行了。。。 （：